Seems to be that I’m always
Looking for a reason
To demean myself
And I’m getting used to
The look on peoples faces
When you let them down
You lied to me
You know I lied to you
I guess we’re the same
I don’t know when I can pay you back
I don’t know if I’m ever coming back
I don’t know when I can pay you back
I don’t know if I’m ever coming back
I quit my day job
I’m going searching for a new high
I can't explain
But it’s always pain
That drives the words I say
I’m trying hard, to understand
When you tell me that it’s your fault
I turned out this way
I don’t know when I can pay you back
I don’t know if I’m ever coming back
I don’t know when I can pay you back
I don’t know if I’m ever coming back
I quit my day job
I’m going searching for a new high
It brings more than just some tears
To my ears
When I think of all the rage and pain
I’ve caused with my name
I don’t have to suffer anymore
I’m a chaos machine
I don’t have to suffer anymore
Im a chaos machine
I don’t have to suffer anymore
Im a chaos machine
I don’t have to suffer anymore
Im a chaos machine